“I am no longer in love with her, that's certain, but maybe I love her.
Love is so short, forgetting is so long.”
__ Pablo Neruda
You survive by forgetting. You claim that you got amnesia.
and then it becomes my problem and my fault.
I'm crazy, I'm mad and I'm sick.
I'm strange, I'm odd and I'm like a joke.
Because of you, I always experience a psychological or emotional abuse through invalidation. You said that I'm too sensitive and I think too much. It makes me question myself "do I really have a problem?" or "am I really get sick?"
I just feel that there is something collapsed in my inner part.
"I do not seek. I find." - Pablo Picasso
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